Waking before the alarm is one of the delights of my life!
To awaken naturally, to lie aware and still, everything quiet, no thoughts in my head at all, body at ease and relaxed, ready to ‘go’, but still enjoying lying prone for now…
The street outside already alive with the sounds like any busy street.
But I am inside, alone…
I love my silent morning world
I love my silent bedtime world
What is being said or done, written about, spoken about anywhere – on the planet. Just hearing the sounds outside…
All is silence
Watching from the inside out, both from the window of my flat
The street below
And from the window of my Soul
This entity called Julia…
The practise remains once the sounds start, the conversations, the activity, the fun, the joy, the struggle and strain, the grind, the grandeur of living this life.
When we witness from the still quietness, awareness our true nature.
We experience who we are.
We are not our thoughts, our feelings or even our body.
We are not who we think ourselves to be, or who others think us to be
We are the source of all thought…
Once we experience ourselves nothing is ever the same.
When we look in the mirror and see a face with our features and our name and know that this is not who we are at all…
When we experience
The emotions – in motion, the mental activity, the sensations in the body, watch as they continue but we know them to be the phenomena of life, all part of the experience, the play out of our own stage in this play called ‘Life’
Then we have truly started the journey inwards to freedom.
From the Samsara of existence.
But there is no journey to go on
We are already there